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Translated By Arcane Translations
Translator: FusionX
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(This is an ‘if’ story with the theme of what if Rin’s personality was much more twisted than in the main story.)
[T/N: if you dont want to read the if side story for some reason then skip to the end of the chapter where he wakes up from the dream. ]
“Rin is a bit scary, isn’t she?”
“The kid is occasionally creepy.”
“She wakes up every morning and goes somewhere. But I don’t know where she goes.”
“Rin is pretty, but she’s somehow unapproachable.”
Whenever I heard the villagers say such things, Ares and I couldn’t relate at all.
To think they would talk so harshly about Rin even though she didn’t get along well with people.
It wasn’t just once or twice that I had to hug and comfort Rin as she cried and grieved after being hurt by such words.
Due to her appearance that wouldn’t feel out of place even if she were a princess of a kingdom, not just a country girl, Rin had received people’s attention since she was young.
Because of that, the delicate girl began to fear people’s gazes, became afraid to converse, and always hid behind me.
Even when Ares next to her said he would help, she strangely only stuck to me.
She entered my sight for the first time in a really long while.
“……Rin?”
It had been two years since I was expelled from Aios Academy.
The memory of that day was still painful, hurtful, and remained as a trauma, following me even in dreams.
But a person can’t be in pain all day long, can they?
As I ate because I was hungry, as I ran endlessly in a life-threatening situation after entering the Demon Realm Forest, as I trained to become stronger, there was unexpectedly little time to remember that moment.
Even when I slept, I was sleeping in a nearby barn, so I only thought about the cold and the smell of horse dung being annoying.
Anyway, Rin appeared in front of me as I was swinging my sword right in front of the Demon Realm Forest today.
Since I couldn’t even say goodbye properly due to the chaotic situation when I was expelled, I felt happy to see her, but…
“Ah……”
The day I heard the news of my expulsion.
As I walked out of the principal’s office, I remembered Ares and Rin walking away, leaving me behind at the window I saw.
I had wondered before if the two of them were dating.
Especially among the 3rd-years, there were rumors that the two of them, known as the most handsome man and the most beautiful woman, were a well-suited couple.
“Hmm.”
What should I say?
Should I ask if she’s been well?
Or should I apologize?
Or maybe ask if she’s getting along with Ares?
I had various thoughts, but Rin walked up to me with heavy steps.
Hollow eyes, skin that was originally as white as white jade but looked even paler today, and her hair was also untidy and sticking out here and there.
“Rin? Did something happen?”
Rin, who looked in very bad condition, slowly reached out and carefully touched my cheek.
“Warm……”
“Rin? What’s wrong? What on earth happened?”
I was suddenly worried that something bad might have happened to this child like it did to me.
Especially since Rin was a woman, it could have even reached a very serious situation, but…
“Is it really you, Daniel……? Not a hallucination or a dream?”
“Yeah, it’s me. Rin, it’s okay, just calm down a bit……”
Before I knew it, the spreading dark energy had already begun to strangle my ankles.
Until then, I didn’t know.
Rin was someone who might inflict harm and trauma on others, but she was never the one to suffer it herself.
“Ugh?”
I tried to move right away in surprise, but my legs didn’t budge at all as if they were stuck in the ground.
The dark energy gradually began to soak my body.
“Where have you been? I missed you. I missed you. I missed you so much. I told you I missed you.”
“W-Wait a minute! What is this……!”
The dark energy now began to cover even my face.
The last thing that was captured in my eyes was Rin’s eerie smile, enveloped in ecstasy.
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“Huff! Huff!”
The darkness spat me out.
After being absorbed into Rin, the scenes and voices I had seen sporadically inside messed up my memories.
I didn’t know the location, but the name of this building was Hertz Inn.
I had seen the signboard when Rin entered the inn in the scene.
“Are you awake?”
“Eek!”
Seeing Rin waiting behind me, I immediately ran away backward while sitting on the floor.
Not even a bug could crawl faster than this.
Rin’s appearance was completely different from when I saw her coming to find me.
Her skin had regained its vitality, and her hair was also beautiful.
She was even wearing a white dress on purpose, similar to the one I had complimented as pretty before.
“Daniel, you can’t leave me. You could leave, but you should have gone with me.”
“……!”
But her eyes remained the same, no, they had transformed into something even more broken.
“But it’s okay. I finally met you like this, and you became mine.”
“What, what on earth is this……”
Rin, who approached me with light steps, squatted down in front of me.
Since the dress was loose, her cleavage was clearly visible, and the strange pattern there, along with the dark energy that had swallowed me, kept flowing out like smoke.
“Daniel, don’t you have anything to say to me?”
Rin’s smile as she gently smiled at me.
Without realizing it, I begged for my life due to the overwhelming pressure and fear.
“S-Spare me. Rin!”
I immediately begged, not knowing her intention.
I thought she might spare me considering our friendship as childhood friends, but…
Rin’s eyes turned extremely cold, and her smile completely disappeared.
Then she got up and turned her body.
“Wrong.”
Soon, the darkness began to devour my thoughts again.
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The next day.
In the same hotel room, wearing the same clothes, Rin summoned me by raising the darkness.
Being inside her wasn’t painful.
It felt like I was half asleep, and Rin’s actions and words seeped into me like a dream.
“Puhaa!”
Still, I never got used to this feeling at all.
Being spat out of the darkness.
It would be more pleasant to enter and exit a giant fish’s belly.
“Daniel, how is it? Did you think a lot?”
“……”
Rin’s hand gently brushed my cheek.
To her smile, swollen with anticipation, I immediately answered.
“I’m sorry. I’m really sorry for abandoning you and leaving!”
Yes, this was the correct answer.
She came to find me.
She resented me for abandoning her and leaving.
That was what I thought, but…
“Wrong.”
Rin’s darkness began to devour me once again.
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“Daniel, your answer?”
“Was my apology not enough? I-I’m sorry! I’ll even cut off my finger……”
“Wrong. And don’t carelessly injure your body.”
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“How is it? Do you know the answer, Daniel?”
“…… I don’t know. I have no idea at all! I said I don’t know!”
“Then that won’t do. If you think calmly, you’ll definitely be able to figure it out.”
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“Your answer?”
“Ares! I interfered with your relationship with Ares……”
“That’s the worst answer.”
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“……”
“Stop it! I said stop it! You crazy……”
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“I think I was a bit too excited yesterday. How is it? Are you okay now?”
“I-I’m sorry.”
“No, I’m not looking for an apology. Daniel has always been insensitive. That’s also like you.”
She smiled and answered while slightly tugging and fiddling with the ends of my hair.
“But I believe you’ll find the correct answer soon.”
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“……”
I thought I would never get used to this sensation, but now I accepted it as natural.
Emerging through the darkness, I naturally knelt in front of Rin.
“How is it? Today?”
Rin was still looking down at me in the same dress, in the same hotel room.
Just like the first time, with a smile on her lips, swollen with anticipation.
Being inside her, the voices, actions, and flow of thoughts that came through naturally entered me.
And I, perhaps, had figured out the correct answer.
However, I hesitated to say it out loud.
Would I really be able to escape from this soft purgatory if I said this?
Would I be able to wake up from the darkness that embraced me like a bed?
“……You don’t know today either?”
Looking up at Rin, who started to raise the darkness again with a deliberately disappointed expression, I shed a single tear and poured out a single word as heavy as a thousand gold coins.
“I love you.”
“Ah……”
Rin’s expression changed drastically.
She immediately knelt down and hugged me tightly.
“That’s the correct answer. I, I love you too, Daniel!”
As her darkness restrained my arms and legs, my body floated up.
Then she threw me onto the bed that had been there like a decoration.
Rin climbed on top of it.
“Huh? W-Wait a minute! Wait, Rin!”
“It’s okay, it’s my first time too, but I’ll try it somehow.”
“No! That’s not what I’m talking about……”
She took off my pants like that, checked something, and blushed.
“Ah, what a good boy.”
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Even after solving the problem, the time spent being consumed by darkness didn’t decrease, nor did the time I came out change.
However, after coming out, I could enjoy the world a little longer.
“Hic! Daniel!”
Since the longer I endured, the longer I could stay, naturally, my skills in that area improved.
If Rin fainted slightly from feeling good, I could see her sleeping soundly naked on the bed, so I could stay outside that much longer.
I became more and more fierce like a stud horse for the sake of survival instinct.
However, from a certain day, Rin stopped calling me.
I was trapped inside her, drifting in the darkness in a half-asleep state.
I thought she had gotten tired of me at some point.
I thought it wouldn’t be so bad to become a being of nothing like this and swim in the darkness forever, but…
Sooner than I thought, Rin called me again.
This time, it wasn’t a hotel room.
A place that looked like a small church in the village, and of course, there was no one around when I looked around out of habit.
Just one person.
A black-haired girl wearing a wedding dress, with a slightly bulging belly, welcomed me.
“I’m sorry for the meantime, I forcibly kept you in case you ran away.”
“……What?”
Rin muttered while stroking her own belly with a loving expression.
“It’s okay now, you won’t be able to run away anymore.”
“Ah, holy shiiit!”
I woke up in the room Elise had prepared for me in her mansion, touching my body here and there and looking around with rough breathing.
It was still dawn outside, so darkness covered the sky, but strangely, I was afraid of the darkness, so I turned on the bedside table lamp, and a bright light came in.
“A dream…… It was a dream, right?”
I slowly retraced my memories of today.
Yeah, I came to Elise with Tana in a carriage to stop Prince Oliver from taking the throne.
That’s right.
Yeah, that’s right.
“Phew.”
Wiping the cold sweat flowing down, I looked around.
“Anyway, I keep having crazy dreams because of the bedroom that crazy bitch gave me!”
I tried to blame Elise in vain and lay down to sleep again, but… I got up again, feeling fear that I hadn’t experienced in a really long time, and started rummaging through the mansion to see if there were any books to read.
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WTF,Rin God
DAMN