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Translated By Arcane Translations
Translator: Teottry
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“Hooo… hooo…”
“Huu… It can’t be helped. It’s not like I’m doing this because I like it, you know.”
A lie. But why with such a lewd expression…
“Hooo… E-euh! Eugh!”
Tears streamed down my face at Neiva’s moving care, as she chewed the food thoroughly to make it easy to swallow and then put it in my mouth.
I figured that I should have just starved for a few days.
“Phew… You wanted to eat so badly, so I had to do it this way…”
“Hooo… hooo…”
Neiva prepared to feed me again, chewing thoroughly with great care.
And I, looking at that, crawled on all fours to get as far away as possible.
But in the end, my body, which could not get off the bed, was caught by her hand…
“Eueueung!! Eueueueu!”
And I received it in that state.
Just like a baby bird I had once seen in a documentary, receiving the food regurgitated by its mother bird.
I felt like I would die from the mother’s love, which continued without end.
“E-euh… euh…”
Neiva ended up feeding me until my stomach was completely full, but let’s just skip over the details of that terrible and sticky mealtime.
If I figured about it again, the contents I had barely managed to swallow would surge up, and I would be subjected to Neiva’s cold and resolute [feeding].
“Eueueu…”
Beside me, who was lying on my stomach trying to soothe my insides, sat Neiva, stroking my head with a meaning full of ‘you ate well without fussing.’
With my cheek resting on her thigh, she stroked my head and face with her soft hand.
She looked down at me with a faint smile and eyes dripping with love.
“I did it all out of worry, so don’t be too upset. You have to receive help when you’re having a hard time.”
I don’t want help received in this way…
I just want to go home…
“Anyway. From now on, you and I will live together here. We have to stick together like this because we don’t know when Pilmark will attack. Ah! But don’t worry too much. I’ll protect you even if it costs me my life…”
It seemed this knight’s head was filled with no other thoughts but thoughts of me and Pilmark.
The tragic thing was that I was not given any choice and had to just lie still on this bed and wait for the two women’s actions.
I hated a life where I was swayed like this..!
“Delrin. Your answer?”
Neiva stopped stroking for a moment and waited for my answer.
She tended to wait for an answer like that whenever it seemed I showed no reaction.
She had never let it slide, not even once. Although we hadn’t known each other for long, I could clearly sense her desperation for my reaction.
“Hng…”
It was difficult to even let out a slurred pronunciation, so I just nodded my head.
Only then did Neiva seem satisfied and stroked my head a couple more times, then she pulled me up and embraced me in her arms.
“It’s all because of that bastard… Don’t worry. Pilmark will definitely come here. She wouldn’t give up on you. I know.”
Neiva, who was thinking of Pilmark and holding me a little tighter, seemed to be showing with her actions that she would never let me be taken away.
“I’ll kill her right after she fixes your leg and tongue. So that she can never torment you again…”
Goosebumps rose as those sharp words came out with a beautiful and clear voice and a noble like, calm expression.
However, as I was not in a position to be picky, I could only hope that Neiva would fend off Pilmark well and fix my leg and tongue.
If things worked out well, I had to bolt right away…
After that, my cohabitation with Neiva continued.
Under the pretext that we could not be apart for even a moment, she washed me, put me to sleep, fed me, held me, and embraced me.
And in the midst of that, we would press our bare skin against each other with our heated bodies, share thick kisses, and then she would curse and hate Pilmark and hold me, repeating dozens of times that she would protect me…
In this strange routine, I was being dyed by her.
It felt as if I was melting into her scent and soft body, her sticky saliva, her warm touch, and her poignant and desperate embrace.
“Delrin. Delrin… Haa… eut…”
Her melting voice, which made me forget even my old name, seeped into my ears and brain.
This…
This was protecting me, right?
She was protecting me, right…?
“Jjoo-oop♡”
Neiva sucked in my powerless tongue and rolled it around in her mouth.
The image of the reliable knight who had seemed so strong was nowhere to be found, and only a beautiful woman, sexily aroused, was in front of my eyes.
“Chyuu… chup… phew… Delrin…!”
Her steaming breath blown over my face.
“I love you. I love you… I’ll protect you. For sure…”
I did not know how many times I had heard the words ‘I’ll protect you’ recently…
“My Delrin…”
My Delrin.
My head was being dyed by those two words.
No matter how long I waited, Pilmark did not come for me.
No. Perhaps my sense of time had been paralyzed by the daily life of being held in Neiva’s arms on this bed all day.
However, it was certain that my head was being dyed by the thick times with Neiva, and a creeping anxiety arose that if this continued, I would really become a [useless idiot who can’t do anything on his own].
I could not give up on my previous resolve to return to my original world. Never.
“Ho… hohg ho ih…”
No… don’t do it…
“Delrin…”
However, whether Neiva could not understand my words, or whether she was ignoring them even though she understood…
She paid no mind to my refusal and continued to push her body towards me.
Even if my words were not conveyed, my [refusal] should have been conveyed to her enough through my gestures and expression…
“Why do you keep trying to avoid me when you like it so much? Delrin… don’t be anxious. I’ll take responsibility. I can support not only you but also our children for the rest of our lives. I’ll always be by your side. Are you worried because I’m a knight? That I’ll die on an expedition? I can give up my knighthood and everything if you want. So now, please open your heart completely.”
Right.
As I figured, she also knew my inner thoughts.
She had noticed that I wanted to escape from her,
that I was trying not to hand over the initiative to her.
However, I could never give up. I had to return to my original world…
“Look at me. Quickly.”
Neiva fixed my face in place.
Her deep gaze poured down on me possessively.
“Nod your head. If you just do that, we’ll always be together from now on, and live happily for the rest of our lives. Nod.”
But I tried my best to turn my eyes away and avoid her gaze. Even if I could not turn my head, I could turn my eyeballs.
“Delrin.”
However, her face came closer, and in the end, when her soft lips were at a distance where they were gently placed beyond my face, I could no longer turn my eyes away from her, who had become so close.
“Delrin. Nod. I don’t know what you’re thinking, but forget everything and live with me. In this house.”
No…!
I don’t know what the men here do for a living, but I can’t live like that!
I’m not from this world, and I have a home I have to return to…!
“Delrin.”
-Peck
She began a soft kiss.
“Hurry up. I’ll make you happy. More than anyone else.”
-Peck
That lovely kiss, which was given every time she finished speaking, had a fierce power that could shake even the values and outlook on life I had held.
“E-euh-euh…”
I-I can’t live as a kept man for the rest of my life like thiiis…
I have to go back…
“Delrin. I love you. Seriously. Let’s promise a lifetime. Become my man. I will become Delrin’s knight.”
-Peck
“Let’s have children who resemble us, and live in a harmonious family with those children.”
-Peck
“Heh… e-euh…”
“Okay?”
-Peck
“Hooo…”
“Delrin. Don’t be stubborn. I’ll make you forget everything. Whatever life you’ve lived, whoever you’ve met… I’ll make you a life so happy that you won’t even remember.”
Ah…
Wouldn’t it be nice to just give up on everything and live like this…?
Now that I figured about it, my mom and dad probably weren’t that worried, and my other friends would probably live just fine without me…
Rather than my original world where I wasn’t good at studying and didn’t have much money, living here as a knight captain’s husband and just lazing around…
-Knock-knock
Ah…
Just as I was about to break, someone knocked on the door, and I barely came to my senses.
What on earth was I thinking.
I have to go back. Shit…
“Eut…”
Neiva let go of my face for a moment and shouted at the door.
“Leave it in front!”
The maid who had probably brought the food must have been startled by her shout and run away in a hurry.
“Haa…”
Neiva let out a deep sigh, then got off me and said, as if making an excuse.
“Um… anyway, we are now lovers, so I believe you will soon open your heart as well. Just wait a little. Let’s eat.”
She opened the door and dragged in a cart full of dishes.
Our meal for two would be held again today.
Neiva picked up a knife and fork and cut a piece of steak into a bite-sized piece, then put it in her mouth.
First, she chewed it herself to mash it up well. Then, she approached me and put it in my mouth…
Shit…
However, something was strange.
“Ugh…!”
As if she had sensed something, Neiva quickly spat out the meat and reached for water to rinse her mouth.
“Eh…?”
-Kudangtang
Unfortunately, she could not grab her water bottle properly and fell forward.
What was it?
What?
“Aye, it’s touched yer mucous membrane, so ye best be meetin’ yer end now.”
A familiar voice came from outside the door.
“Ye eejit!”
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